Wednesday, December 1, 2010

After days, weeks and months... whewwwww....

Its been a W H I L E... much more than I thought for it is already 8 months since the time I composed my 'last blog'. One reason, literally did not have anything to write because it was just too much personal ranting and venting out that would've happened. Well, it was indeed a bull dozer ride... I am just moving away from the clichéd 'roller coaster ride', that's all. English is so flexible that somebody will be gracious enough to take my phrase 'bull dozer ride' and make it one just like 'roller coaster ride' - may be not in the near future - now that I expected it... ;-)

NaviKarna enterprise - such a penance it was that it gave me so much patience that eventually created in me the quick to temper personality. Just kidding. Those 9 months was quite a bit of learning, so much that I cannot explain what was good and what was bad. I could not differentiate them, it was all of the same magnitude in terms of the impact! hehe.

The last I quit a project (before NaviKarna enterprise), I told a co-worker there 'I shouldn't stop if it appears to not work out, for what I would do will be completely undone'. Well, what I did those 9 months got undone in no time. However, the question remains 'Any regrets?'. hmmmm... I failed point blank despite persistence and perseverance, the next thing you know, that 'persistence' and 'perseverance' will be of no value to others. End result, it failed. Will it revive? I am certain that will not happen in the near future.

Overall, it was great to be a hard core sales guy with nothing much to sell other than putting my credibility, business relationship, trust and honesty on the table. Believe it or not, there were some takers of those qualities and wanted to work with just that, but again there was something called as better planning, better strategy, better tactics and better monetary cushion that was needed beyond those capabilities. May be just the monetary cushion for some more months or a couple years might have provided something useful - and all that would be a wild guess.

So, here I am, what I did is all undone now. Now the learning Sine wave has begun to raise up one more time! Life is full of crests and troughs told somebody and I should have listened then.... DANG!! ;-)

It was a nice experience, BEYOND BELIEF! :)

Case study courtesy: NaviKarna Enterprise, Milpitas, CA; www.NaviKarna.com

2 comments:

Anonymous said...

Subbu, as always I try to understand your profound english jorgans since 1994, besides the core message... ;) -- still work in progress....

At the end, I always donno whether to greet u or to sigh..this time I did both..

- Pal

RAMSFO said...

Machi...
Thanks daa... I am yet to respond back to your email. Well, I am sure that will happen this week :). I am VERY Sorry and thanks for reading up on my blog...

talk soon
Ram