Been Months

And so I partnered with a friend for the IT Staffing business PLUS Real Estate investment - Startups. For all you know, it is really wonderful to start your own business. Be the man of the company or CEO. However, when the fact that there is no salary every 15 or 30 days comes to light, reality kicks in and the fear of losing sinks unto you. That same reality and 'FEAR' might even make you want to go back to what you were doing.

Is that good or bad?

I have to rewind myself to the day when I was talking to my friend at Buffalo, NY about my business and that I am going on my own. While we were talking, like everybody else he also mentioned that he is glad that I am getting in to business and things. Couple of dialogues later I said this one thing "No matter what, I should NOT give up for what I would've done until then will be undone". Not sure if that sunk in real hard on me, but every time I feel a little negative about things not working out, that echos in my body, mind and soul.

I have NOT earned a penny out of my business but when I do, I will know I was persistent. Assuming, I try harder by the minute and there comes a day I really want to get this over with, am I still going to win after that? Well, I better not try it, 'cause this goes back to my theory and practice of being 3-feet away from the Gold Mine.

It is worth narrating (but crisply) here. During the Gold rush, "he" bought a gold mine and had his neighbors/friend/family pitch in their fair share to buy equipment that can process the gold. The first was a beginner's luck and he made some money to owe his debts. The 2nd time, he was digging 'forever' or so it seemed, that he quit and sold to an 'junk' investor. The 'junk' investor was not really a junk, called upon an engineer to check what's in there. The engineer found there were fault lines (underground) and that the previous owner was EXACTLY THREE FEET AWAY FROM GOLD!!!

What day or time is the last I would want to choose to be the last day to NOT try anymore?

NaviKarana* Enterprise is my business.

* => 'Innovation Leader' in Sanskrit